I have been talking with some new people lately. Especially with Roo, who is fantastic, and Steph, whom I really like and trust already and who since I typed the beginning of this has been lovely all over again. I feel strangely hopeless but also happy and excited, it's weird. Oh well, I hope I can have friends who stay. I don't mean to neglect or deny older friends who are still around!! I just.. . .need to get things more rolling again I guess. I'm not sure how invested they are in our friendship but I hope we're fine. I can't really make it without friends, I feel cut off from the real world so online is my only world outside my noggin.